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Starting to stress.
20 November 2004 * 15:32

So Mom is 90% for moving back. I offered to let her stay here for free since she did the same for me when William was in training. Now I think paying her way to California made up for that, but what can I say? She said to me today that she wants to "help" me organize. I told her she could do the closets. She is not coming in my house and making it like she wants it. This is my house, and it will stay my house. If she wants to come in here and clean stuff out and organize because she wants to help fine, if she wants to get it like she wants it, no. I am going to take the kids' beds and put them in the playroom and make their bedroom her room. I may even put their bunk beds up as bunk beds. I think Kaylee might like sleeping on top. But the closet in there is being used for storage, so that will take some work. It is mostly holiday stuff. I don't know where I will put it. We need a storage building that isn't open to the elements. We need a lot of stuff, LOL.

I have a headache. Actually, I woke up with a sore throat too. My sinuses are draining. I swear if I am sick for Thanksgiving I am going to be MAD!

I have a shrink appointment Monday. I hate driving all the way to Cullman to go to the shrink. but it is better than the place in Jasper. I can talk to her much more easily. I feel kinda weird around her and she watches every single move I make, which kinda makes me nervous. But, it is better than the lady who stayed on her cell phone the whole time I was there. I get anxious when I drive kind of long distances like that for some reason. I was following Dad home from Pelham the other day and I was so anxious I was holding the steering wheel so tight, my hand went numb. Don't ask why.

Well, I need to go. I am in an ill mood and the kids are making me nuts. I just want to go to bed.

Stef

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