06 November 2004 * 15:37
Ok, so my family is making me insane. More than I usually am.
Dad: He calls last night and says he may want me to go with him to a car dealership today if he decides to buy a car. The usual indecisiveness. So I say OK. He says maybe around 8:00 or 9:00. So I am thinking he will call me. So I sit around waiting. He shows up at my door at like 8:30. He said it was OK though he was really just wanting me to go look at it with him. He wants me to drag my 2 kids out to look at a car with him? No, he wants me to make a decision for him so he can be pissed at someone in a couple of months when he doesn't want to make the payments. So now we are going Monday. He is going to get my bike from Bobbi's then too.
Nana: She calls me several times from Bobbi's. Valerie and Mark had a yard sale. Valerie has put on a lot of weight and is now losing. She had a pir of pants Nana bought me and she had some bras Nana asked me about. They were 40 and 42 DD's. I said they were too small. She said there wasn't anything small about it. Bitch. Then she calls me later and tells me for the seconmd time in a couple of weeks I have to lose 20 pounds by Christmas. Obviously she got me clothes. Now the size I am in is a size I have been for about a year. She knows the size and shouldn't have gotten anything smaller. She wanted to go to Wal-Mart with me the other day, I thought to buy groceries too. Turns out she was just trying to tell me what to buy.
Mom: She calls me this morning to tell me how depressed she is about life. I don't care to be honest. If she didn't talk about everybody behind their backs and treat them like crap she would have friends that didn't stand her up all the time. Mike, a guy friend she4 has had for a while, is getting a divorce. He already has a girlfriend, so Mom is depressed. So freaking what? Mom sits on her ass at home all the time. How is she going to meet anyone that way? If she isn't there she is on base at the O Club where most of the soldiers there are already married or with someone. GO OUTSIDE THE BASE! She called me from the base to hear the helicopters. I heard them when I lived there. I don't care. She keeps calling me about Amanda's baby shower. It doesn't matter what I say she is doing what she wants. So she started calling Pam. I don't care. The shower will be nice. I will be the one here doing the foot work, I already know that. She whines about wanting to move back home and be close to the family, but she doesn't do anything about it. I told her she needs to hurry up and do it because she can stay ehre before William gets back. She can't stay here when he is home. I will kill myself if they are in the same house together. She tries to tell me how to diet like she is a pro because she has starved herself thin before. She griped at me for a meal I had the other day. A woman who has been to the Mexican place and been living off of chicken fingers. Come on. She doesn't approve of my granola bar snacks, I need to eat more fruit. SHUT UP!!!!! I HAVE LOST 18 POUNDS IN 2 WEEKS! I AM DOING FINE! Stop telling me how to exercise. I told her I was feeling bad after I ate this morning and she told me I needed to get active. What does getting active do to someone who feels like they are about to vomit? Make them vomit! I have been sick feeling all day. All I have had since breakfast is tea and about 2 oz of spaghetti o's which are making me feel just as sick. Ugh.
William: The idiot calls the main line and I miss his call. I pay over $30 a month for a line just for him to call where I have a phone by my bed, and he calls the phone I don't hear. The idiot.
Mama T: The woman is miserable. I don't know how she hasn't killed herself yet. If I was as miserable as her I would have ended it years ago. Her mother, Mama Hudson, didn't know who I was the other day. She has a touch of Alzheimer's. She took her by the shoulders and screamed in her face. I wanted to do the same back to Jacqulyn. She just found out the day her job ends. Now Wachovia bought Southtrust out quite some time ago. She has known for a while it was coming. She acts like she just found out. Her sorry youngest son and husband need to get off their sorry butts and go to work and help pay the bills. She never has anything good to say. I just want to hang up as soon as I get on the phone with her.
I am trying so hard to be postive lately, and these people make it it harder for me. My sister is the only person who radiates any light in my life. And she is pregnant. Most pregnant woman chew people's heads off and spit them out. Even if she is in a bad mood, she still a bright person. Thank God for her. I love her so much.
So, sorry, I had to get this off my chest. My family is driving me nuts! I just talked to Nana and asked her why I had to lose 20 pounds and she said becasue she bought something she thought I would be able to wear if I kept losing weight. She said if I couldn't we could take it back. I may be able to lose that much by then, I don't know. We'll see I guess.
Stef
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