30 October 2004 * 09:20
I don't know what is wrong with me. Some days I miss my husband terribly and some days I almost hate his guts for something. How stupid is that? I get mad because he seldom calls. His cousin who is in the same platoon, who sleeps in the same tent, calls home every weekend. And he is single. William has a wife and kids to check in with. What is his problem? I am still mad about him e-mailing Rachel and not apologizing. I am still mad about him not supporting me and my weight loss efforts. He doesn't know yet I have lost as much as I have. I am still mad at him for buying himself a car when we were looking for me one. I am mad because he bitches that he wants stuff and never lets me know he gets it or even thanks me for it. I am just mad, LOL. And to think, we will probably go through this all over again in a couple of years. Ugh. I will be better prepared next time though. I feel like such a dork.
Stef
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