01 September 2004 * 15:07
Jackass wrote back and asked me why I needed him to call me so he could respond properly. I sent yet another mean email. I took it back too and told him I was having some medical tests and wanted to talk to him. I asked why he needed a reason. Then I sent another reminding him he mentioned wanting to hear my voice and not the keyboard. I don't know what I have done to deserve having my heart broken. I am still pretty depressed. Numb depressed. I am just tuning out the world around me. Maybe going crazy or trying not to go crazy. The kids are screaming and fighting. Maybe I am not tuning out as much as I need to.
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