02 August 2004 * 13:08
This is Dad's reply to me. He only replied to the next part:
always mean and irritable and we never knew what to expect from one second to the next. We actually lived in fear of you then. Do you
this was not because of your mom. it was because of doing work i no longer wanted to do. NO TIME TO SPEND WITH MY FAMILY. I WAS WORKING 60 + HOURS A WEEK.and money WAS so tight. we really should have bought a smaller place with a better price.
i was driving junk most of the time and couldnt afford a real car. no money ever left.
SO I DEFINITELY KNOW HOW IT IS for you both.
AND I DONT WANT TO GO BACK THERE!!!
I WAS NEVER A DANGEROUS PERSON FOR ANYONE.
NO-ONE HAS EVER REALLY UINDERSTOOD THE FELLINGS IVE HAD FOR LIFE AND THE PEOPLE I LOVED. everything has always been taken out of context.......mostly due to my inability to speak what i am thinking so as to avoid any confrontation.
that was the problem with your mom and i............we never spoke about any problem we were having because we were not comfortable with any form of confrontation. WE BOTH WANTED PEACE FOR EVERYONE THAT BADLY.
LOOK,I GOT TO RUN. I AM NOW RUNNING LATE. GOTTA SHOWER AND JUMP IN MY CAR AND MY CLOTHES AT THE SAME TIME.......
PLEASE. See, it is always someone else's fault. And he was never dangerous?! RIGHT! He held a gun to my Mom's head as she slept...the hammer...the stick...his anger was out of control. I won't go on again. We all know.
Stephee
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