14 July 2004 * 12:19
Dad's email:
HE MUST TRUST ME A LOT TOO. i would almost believe that my faith is shaken to the ground. but i know better.
like a weight lifter...you cant get stronger and bigger if you aint puttin more weight on the bar.
the last few years have been a challenge,but i find that i am the weak link in all of it. i must start walking in faith and relaxing in life. i will get money in the bank,i will get a new car,i will get the house of my dreams,i will get the income of my dreams,i will get a new wife,and my family will grow stronger and bigger every year.and we will all be at peace and in love more every year with our smiles growing bigger each day.
i believe this all is true,i just gotta relax and not take things so seriously!!!
i believe that my lifes story will be even better than jobs(read the last chapter of job)...not because ive done anything...only because jesus came to save us. and he has saved us....... and that i believe in jesus and god.
fear not............jesus best words. i will leave this life with a great big smile on my face. jesus will put it there.
when i find a woman that truely listens to me and hears what i am saying i will marry her.......cause that woman will be worth more than all the treasure on this earth.she truely will be a rare jewel.i have started searching for that woman...does she exists???
like god i am searching...not as a man searches...i am looking at the heart.......past the outward appearance...whats inside is the most important thing of all.
the one that truely listens and hears what i say.......that is her!!!!!!!
Steven W. Diffy
p.s. what do you think.......does she exist?
I replied, "I am sure she exists." I swear he makes me want to do evil, mean things. Grr. He did bring me some pizza last night though. LOL. Yeah, try to get on the fat girls good side by bringing her food. HAHAHA!
My air is working fine. Just needed to be cleaned up. The things I have learned.
Last night one of the KV's, Christina, called me to vent. We shared our awful weeks, LOL. It was nice to tal to someone in the unit who is having the same sort of week. I also found out that we get to vote for our KV Chairperson. It will be between me, her, and 2 other ladies. The other 2 work full time, so it would be too much for them. Christina is someone everyone knows better because she was in charge of the goody bag thing. She has been in longer too. But she said we could both do it. I would love to do it. Plus, I need something to do, you know? She is out trying to get a job, and if she starts a job, will she be able to devote enough time to it? We know I'm not going anywhere, LOL.
Well, I am going to go e-mail MSgt Holladay and see if he can get a GPS for me to send William since I can't afford one.
Stephee
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